Rant (yeah, again)

I just need to get this out of my system. A few different people know bits and pieces of this already, but I don't think anyone knows all of it. Thus, it is largely for the benefit of these few people, so they don't have to listen to my bitching and whining.

( Because nobody really _wants_ to see this )

Disclaimer: I'm not upset at anyone specificly, more just at myself and in general. Try not to take my emotional oubursts too personally...I lash out at people when I get upset, without actually really meaning to hurt them. I'm trying my best not to, while still getting the same point across.

(I'm calming down now, will sparkle over Disney later)

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And I was having such a decent day... Yeah, so right now, I'm upset with several things, the most important and largest of which being myself. Nicole, I'm so, so sorry about last night. I didn't get your message, so I didn't find out that you didn't have the number until I called your house later. I feel really, really awful about it. This isn't the first time something like this has happened, which makes it worse.

Anyway...I'll post something more cheerful later once I'm a little bit calmer. Dunno when that'll be, though.